Bad Boys

2011-05-15T17:49:00.000-07:00

这几个夜晚，我都睡不好，做恶梦。突然，想放弃所有的一切，通通都不要，什么都不要，就想离开。总感觉我前世什么都不是就这样死的。现在的我感觉什么都不是，就这样的完了！我真的真的无奈，崩溃。在群里，我好虚伪。我真恨我。我应该吗。。。。。我。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。好。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

2011-05-06T16:15:00.000-07:00

人群中哭著, 变成透明的顏色，靜靜忍著。朋友们笑了我也合群的一起微笑了，为了掩饰我的伤悲，不让他们担心。我含著眼淚，飄飄蕩蕩，跌跌撞撞的走著，走著，走著。。。。。。。。。。是我不行？还是不够努力？我相信我还是不够努力。为什么就那么恶心，如果去，图文巴, 阿德莱德, 大家都说那儿太轻松了，但我仍然放手一搏去努力。我的尽快收拾好现在的心情出发。这几天，都睡不好，不知为什么心脏那儿总有东西似的，就像被压着，又有点难受，呼吸有点艱難翻来翻去的才慢慢的入睡，但每晚都会醒过来，觉的热，脱了夹克，但不久又冷，又穿上了。天气冷了，不该觉得热！！需要人安慰，我超级需要。再见了耀威！！！

2011-04-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

一个人走在雨里，一个人和谁依偎, 一个人站在风里，一个人今夜最需要安慰！一个人寻找青春，青春总被雨打风吹；一个人寻找幸福，幸福却变得面目全非。我只想简单地拥有，我只想真心地体味，我只想为你打开心扉，我只想问心无愧！

前两个这样说，我会永远爱你，第三任也这么说还加，我会让你更强相信我。但同同就像做梦，把我给蒙了。三个都说，你很好，我不配。我都不明白为什么都说一样的，你会找到更好的。但妳们都不知道，现在拥有的是最好的了。我不明白人好总被人欺/骗？但做坏角色我又不会。经过了许多我总感觉，好人往往都是没好下场。我太差了！！应该说，我更本都配不起妳们三位.

2011-04-07T20:40:00.001-07:00

为什麽看了那么多身边的朋友出国留学跟我的都不同。我的就好象一个人在一个城市。每天一个人生活。当初三个人一起take house，这几个星期就完全像陌生人，看到了对方也不微笑或打招呼。我们每天呆在自己的房间，做自己的事。一个人上学，买菜，吃早，午和晚餐。说到底你们都怪我的fault，你们当初叫我吃的，现在说你们付出，我没付出。我付出时，你们有感激吗？我做的你们有说谢谢吗？也没有，那你们却怪我。在我的一气之下，我不想多说，就给你$50，和说抱歉。那$50多过你们给我的。如果你对我所做的敢和我说抱歉，那你们才够掉。哦而，还会一个人坐在cafe喝mocha。太寂寞和孤独了。也慢慢的学会不与人交流了，就爱一个人静静的。妈不让我在假期去墨尔本, 明年才让我去。又没人要去悉尼！唉！看来，我就存多点钱，一个人去。反正一个人，或俩个人去都没分别。FML！！太久没和奶奶视频了，前天终于视频了，太爽了。但好想我撒谎了！我告诉她我很好，室友也好，完蛋！没办法，要是给她知道我过的不好，她会担心的，人老了，就当是善意的谎言吧！

天气太干了，我的手指头慢慢的裂开来了，也流血。一旦碰到水就疼！洗碗，洗澡都没的逃。想买毛衣？毛裤？怕天气冷，现在逐渐的冷了。每晚都穿jacket睡觉，还穿袜子及手套呢！但还觉的冷！什麽掉天气啊。想买nano,但只是听歌。没什麽用，iphone5，呵呵。想归想！但算了吧。考试在倒数。我积极的学（想吧了）！其实有学，但不积极！考试前陪一个蛮要好的朋有去southpoth一趟，他要体检。考试后，再带他去布里斯本，他要去中国领事馆续护照。我想那天，我们俩会像B，因为谁知道在那啊！六月十八号又要去布里斯本两点到九点在（Trail Marshal at Checkpoint 6 Walkabout Creek）做笨蛋！地点，不知道，这样回家，到时在看情况吧。工车及火车嘛，就去之前做点工课就行了，要是不行就在布里斯本过夜吧！这次回家，得请老师吃饭，答应了老师了。上次她请了我及朋友吃了一顿。我每晚都期待有人在skype或msn和我说说话,因为一天没说话，有点B！但每晚还是静静的入睡，因为没人和我说话。超笨的！

2011-03-30T18:52:00.000-07:00

这首歌几乎完全说明了我。==

为了妳，等下去，我还在这里，人不再，傷了心，不离去，盼望你，回头看，我还在这里，记得妳，那一天，紅紅的眼，妳的泪，你聲音，笑容隨妳去，能有幸，能相遇，永远不忘记。飄著雨，迎著风，雨过盼风清。

妳说：

“我们做回朋友吧?”

那么请问：

我可不可以继续和你分享妳的快乐?

我可不可以借妳的肩膀流泪?

我还可以每天和妳通电话吗?

我想见妳的时候

是不是不需要任何的借口?

我寂寞的时候

妳还会陪我散步吗?

我穿得漂漂亮亮去见妳的时候

妳会称赞我吗?

我想搂着妳的时候

妳会拥抱我吗?

我可不可分担妳的烦恼?

我可不可以帮你做事?

我可不可以向妳撒娇?

如果今天我很想的话

我可以睡在妳旁边吗?

妳生日的那天

可以跟我一起过吗?

我们是不是永不说再见?

我要跟妳做这种朋友

如果不可以的话

我们便不要做朋友好了

不纠缠不证明我不爱

只是不纠缠

是我能够为我们曾经的爱

能为你做的最后一件事...

一段以为会天长地久的爱情

走到了落幕的时候

一个以为会执他之手、与他偕老的爱人

走到了分手的时候

我们该如何面对?

该如何给这段感情一个交代?

该如何给爱过的、也正爱着的那个人一个结局?

解决无非是两种

纠缠与不纠纏

是的..

我理解

我清楚

我明白

眼睁睁的看着全心全意付出的感情

那个爱着的人离开

是多么残忍?

是多么绝望的事?

可是残忍和绝望

不是纠缠对方的理由

是的..

我理解

纠缠是想挽回对方的心

留住对方的情

希望重新开始

将感情继续下去

给彼此一个新的机会

给爱一个机会去厮守

可是分手的时候

越是纠缠不休

越会让自己伤的更加体无完肤

伤害的不止是自己的心和身

还会让对方

面对你的纠缠说出更绝情的话

甚至做出更绝情的事...

纠缠也践踏了自己的尊严

你越是不死心、不放弃

越是挽留、越是纠缠

只会让对方看轻你

让她走的更快,更远

这样就把自己从绝望推入了万劫不复的地狱

如果她真的要分手

那就让她走吧...

干净利落的走

笑着让她走

即使心里已经哭成了海

也不要去挽留

大方的让她走

也许某天她还会想起我

还会想起我们的旧情、记起我的好

我深信..她应该很了解我对她的感情

能够体会出我对她付出的是真心

既然她不肯留下

那我何必纠缠?

我思念她的心

依然折磨我在日日夜夜

往往别人不经意的一句话就能让我想起她

走在寒冷的街上

再也没有她温暖的手握住我冰冷的手

那些孤寂的夜里

再也不会有她温暖温暖我

每个失眠的夜

再也没有她的句句关心、字字问候

甚至电话也一声不响

陪着我沉默

曾经为了她一个电话而欢喜不已

她不在

时间却不会停止不前

如果时间可以停止

我希望时间停在我们最相爱的那段日子

她不在

我的生活还要继续

一如已往

心底的伤

欲盖弥彰

自己的伤自己解决

自己的心情自己整理

自己的疼痛自己埋葬

但..

不会找她

我能做的就是

咬着牙对自己说：

坚持下去

卷缩在角落

等待着伤口平复

我们都是凡尘男女

挣不出纠缠的情网

逃不过爱与被爱的旋涡

心碎神伤后是漫无止境的寂寞

幸福的感觉也许只能刹那

刹那过后是一个人的落寞

上帝让我在错误的时间遇上了妳

我哭了

它让我在正确的时间离开了妳

妳会哭吗?

好想妳能知道..

不纠缠不证明我不爱妳

不纠缠不证明我不想妳

不纠缠不证明我没伤

只是不纠缠..

是我能够为我们曾经的爱,

能为妳做的最后一件事~

2011-03-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

我第一次打工，花了25个小时买了一个生日礼物给她。有点疼，因为太贵了,值得吧！啊，前天被爸训了，一门课成绩不好。爸训了我后，妈安慰我！mon-wed上课，thus-sun打工。真的好累好累！太崩溃了。好就没和人谈心了。我的mon-wed早餐是面包或麦片。午餐是平果或饭，晚餐是饭。thus-sun早餐是面包或麦片，午餐是平果或饭，晚餐是面包或麦片。因为工作后，坐巴士回家，加上骑单车回家。坐巴士让我很晕，所以回到家都不想吃东西了。今天，我在巴士里吃晚餐，太饿了，而且还坐第一个呢！我想我是第一个这样做的吧！因为巴士里不可以喝杯水或吃东西的。geo：i have my dinner

driver: sure, take ur time!

geo:thx!

driver:u r welcome, enjoy!

我好累，我恨死了！等巴士花好多时间的！很想很想有个伴无时无可的给我安慰及鼓励，一起做饭，一起努力！我不想每天过活死人的生活！口袋快干了！好多话想说，但我再也说不出口了，都往心里放。为啥没我会帮助别人，给人关怀，安慰及等等，但却没人愿意在我最无助时帮我？？？这几天一直下雨，好烦，衣服不会干，记得上个星期四晚上，下大雨，我等不及，就脱了衣服(因为是白衣）就骑单车回家了。这几天都在雨下骑单车，我怕我身病!!每年这是侯都入院！我怕！！我没的逃，只好面对人生～人生！！很难和室友相处，一个抽烟，一个喝酒，及为卫生差，时间久了，本性都露出来了。中国的富二代就是不同，花钱花的爽。而我，却省钱，因为赚钱很辛苦！妈一直叫我买水果吃，我就乖乖的去买了！麻木的过，大考就快到了，而我却一直学不起书来，每当学书，就一直看时间。因为巴士不等人，赶巴士要上班，所以过的很恨。

上帝啊救救我吧！！！！！！！ after brisbane been flooded, the price of fruit increase, one kilo of banana cost me $12. at my home do have lots of banana, rot also non of us eat, at here very expensive!! apple around $7 per kilo depend which type of apple, pink apple, red apple n so on! grape $5 per kilo depend red or green! fish quite expensive too, banana prawn expensive, $18 per kilo, so buy another type of prawn even that i love banana prawn because its look plenty big and juicy! chicken ok i think? steak i didnt buy so do not know, lamb is out of stock after japan tsunami!!

好想奶奶，记得我离开那天她紧抱着我，亲我。泪光闪闪。在家，她只爱和我聊天，记得我上学期回去，晚上她在睡觉。我轻轻的叫她，她以为她在做梦，一但摸我的脸，她即可醒来抱我，哭了。她说我不在很不方便，也蛮累的，我一旦在家里比较热闹，不在却很安静。她爱和朋友说我的好，我给她带来了很多很多。偶尔我想我不该留学，应该配着她，她年龄太大了95岁了，我想我真不孝！！

有人说，george, 你太可怜了！我轻轻的给他们个微笑带过！本人越来越黑，因为每天中午都回家做饭或吃点水果。记得上次回家，父母和奶奶和伙伴及父母的朋友都说我变黑了！唉，年尾回不回？回去只花钱，上次回去33天花了好多钱，因为和伙伴出及去我爱的星巴克！时间久了，再也不会和父母开口要钱，用自己挣来及省下来的钱。但是依然不够！父母开口的问，我还潇洒说够了。=。="钱难挣，我不懂为什麽大家看到喜爱的东西就买，从不考虑，也不在乎那钱，买了又不用。难道父母挣来的钱就给你们这么花吗？父母有钱但不是你们的啊！有人说开心就好，但开心有很多不同的方法啊！

往前一步是幸福, 退后一步是孤独! 没人要我为什么, 难道看不到我是块宝, 前后左右你们给我听好
年轻都会老, 真心最重要! 你们烦我, 烦到疯正在努力看不见吗? 上上下下你们一起发飙, 金刚不坏之身也挺不住! 在原地不动是为了看得更明白, 爱情不能不清不楚, 在纷纷扰扰之间我明亮了双目, 找能与我相爱的人一起到老, 一起看细水长流!
　　
　
　

2011-01-03T18:35:00.000-08:00

妈妈和aunty说：会想家，流泪很不错。证明你是个很孝顺及乖孩子！在那，还是家里最好！
妈妈问 1）为什麽没和以前的朋有联络？
2）人家带你在brisbane玩，就忘记人家了？
3）为什麽没和大肥婆见面？
4）要买的东西list出来了吗？

我答 1) 年轻时到处都有朋有，长大了，话题不一样。也就是人长说：越老朋友越少！
2）还好爸爸帮我答：去那都这样，弟一次吗，当然要人带！
3）因为没比要了，过去的就样它去吧，不需要waste大家的时间，各人的生活不同！
4）去到店，我需要的我会拿！

word of the day
1）钱我看的很淡，亲人，兄弟，我看的很重。因为口带没钱！还没做工！
2）我会帮伙伴出头！谁也改变不了这一点，如果开口不行。就打，这个年龄还打，是没办法的。对方要大我就打，那怕输了，伤了我也打。这是我对兄弟及亲人的定意！
3）我从会来到今天一直和伙伴处，值的得我去，不值的得就不去。
4）不是我从国外回来就高傲，而是我不想waste那段站的时间在那些不值的得人身上，我的时间有限！
5)朋友多少我不在乎，我在乎我这几个伙伴！他们在我最低朝的时后，分手的时后。耳剁都痛的听我说！

我和你们不同，我到那都是主角，连hash 很久没去，一去大家都问东问西。因为hash里我是top5. 就连和我同座的大人吃饭都说：（这个人很有料），加上我都彬彬有礼，也很尊敬那些年龄比我大的或小的！讲话从不的罪人！我不同，也很大压力。你们和我不同，也不能体会我的感受，别说妳懂我的感受因为妳不是我！我压力大因为我身边的人都不简单！几乎都是百万身价，当他们知道我读finance时，都说以后借钱找你，我都傻了！我喜欢和年龄较大的聊天，因为可以学的多，加上他们个个都是大老板！有时他们也认同我的说法，意见。那让我更加肯定我！家族是有头有脸的，我怕我会让那些看的起我的人失望！所以我总说我和大家不太一样！你们走在街上，有几个百万身家的人打招呼，你们发生事情，个天你爸妈知道吗？我不说，但个天就会传到我爸妈的耳朵了！
转眼间，又一年了·我们的故事从朋友》知心朋友》情人》陌生人，就这样。我还是放不下那段情，每当一想起，眼睛就会红红的。这三段情，这的够吃力！第三任是唯一让我欢喜，哭泣。我真的好后悔去queensland，大家都问为何不去sydney/melbourne，我真的无语！是妳说如过有一天我在那，有可能重来，我却相信这谎言。我也太天真了！也花了30-40万，我的赌注太大了吧！给一个打工仔，一辈子都save不到30-40万。我想这是我一辈子做最笨的事！为何？什麽是爱情？如果说的出就不是爱情了。为何我会爱上一个绝情的人？我明白痴情的人永远得不到爱情/真爱。而我扁扁就是那个！在过不久又要回去了，节日，生日对我来说不在重要了，因为一个人过，我想这就是人生其中的一个低潮吧！其实一个人过没舍么不好，（一个人在airport喝starbuck是我常做的事）

在第一学期，他们问我为什麽很少笑? 因为，我学者照顾自己，努力学习，做个好孩子！因为身体的antibiotic很弱所以我需要更加小心！

计划今年6，7或8月去melbourne滑雪！好像有风衣没下雪的衣. 去一趟sydney或melbourne玩玩

！

关于爱情，不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是最好的；
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的，
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情可以和你一起坐火车的，
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕，
不要因为父母的反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨，
其实对于爱情，越单纯越好，一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历多了会麻木。
爱情就要相互信任，既然走在一起了就不要互相猜度，世界上没有十全十美的人，两个人在一起就需要互相迁就，接受彼此的一切。

2010-09-22T22:29:00.000-07:00

谁都別來安慰我

观察与思考

2010-07-19T00:05:00.001-07:00

世界的观察与思考”；封底有三句话： “朝闻道，夕死可矣。壮心在，老骥千里。忧天下，仁人奋起。”书中包括老人在语言、经济、文化各领域的真知卓见，总体上偏重于对世界历史与文化的思考，特别将中国文化放在世界历史的长河中进行纵横比较，阐明东西文化中的优劣长短。不同意“河东河西论”，也不赞同将文化简单分为“东西”两种。目前流行的称谓的东方文化应分为三大文化区，即以中国为中心的东亚文化，以印度为中心的南亚文化，以伊斯兰教为中心的西亚文化。这三种文化之间区别很大，不相统属；不像西方文化，发端于欧洲，兴盛于美国，随着资本主义的发展，成为国际文化的主流。“东西这四种文化相互交流，产生了一个国际现代文化，不分国家的，整个人类的，大家都公认的。”由于世界金融危机的爆发，“三十年河东，三十年河西”大行其道，不少人认为随着美国经济的衰退，西方文明已经走下坡路，中国的崛起象征着东文化将取而代之，成为世界发展的主导。但有不同看法，第二次世界大战以后，世界发展的确出现了小国崛起、大国衰落这一现象，但美国却是一个例外，由于掌握了先进的科学技术，美国仍旧推动着世界经济的发展，特别是经济全球化。这一思想：人类历史是不断的聚合运动。城邦聚合成国家，国家聚合成多国联盟，多国联盟聚合成世界组织“联合国”（UN）。城乡贸易聚合成全国贸易，一国贸易聚合成地区多国贸易，地区多国贸易聚合成多国文化圈，多国文化圈聚合成人类“共创、共有、共享”的国际现代文化。全球化是人类聚合运动的新阶段。人类各方面的发展，聚合是与时俱进的。“现在形成一种国际现代文化，不是国家的，哪一个国家的。现在这个文化有两个层次，一个是大家共同的文化，一个是传统文化，后者是各个国家不一样的。我们每个国家都在共同的现代文化当中生活，同时保留了本地的传统文化当中有效的成分。所以现代人在双层次文化中生活，当代文化同古代是不一样的。这个现象已经开始了，现在越来越感觉到了，说不清楚了。趋同文化快得不得了，一个地方搞一个东西，其他地方都学习了。比如：“我到医院去看病，等医生，等拿药，看来看去，没有一个人手里不拿手机的，手机跟人分不开了，这是过去不能想象的事情。还有宽带 (网)，你不许人家发表文章，人家在网上发表，网上你可以控制，但现在有个新花样叫推特，比如：（我不懂这个名词，没有中文翻译，就是短的博客，传输信息的力量很大）。“是一个微型博客。可以有一种好的印象和另外一种印象相互沟通，每个国家的透明性增加了。所以，人家对中国前途怎么看法？中国的前途跟世界前途一样，因为整个世界在进步，中国不可能不进步。现在道路就只有一条了，本来有两条道路，一条是苏联道路，一条是所谓资本主义道路，现在只剩这一条了。这条道路上，有的走在前面，有的走在后面，后面的可能往前走，大家都走在一条道路上。有很多人论证，中国30年之后可以走上民主道路，这是最好的估计。80年代在美国有22个研究所在研究中国。
中国改革开放30年，的确取得了世人瞩目的成就，也许用不了多久，中国的GDP就会超过日本，居世界第二；但是一人均，中国还只能是下游，仍然只是一个发展中国家。 “从人均GDP看世界”，去年岁末，两个相距近十年的统计，中国的地位并没有太大的变化。这说明，中国要走的路还很长，中国要真正取得“三十年河东”的地位，必须在社会保障、贫富悬殊、腐败控制、环境安全等方面，不断改善，赶上发达国家，而关键在政治体制改革，民主化和科学化有一个脱胎换骨的变化。

ermm

2009-08-08T04:46:00.000-07:00

As a human being...everyone know that look ahead...is always far and slow...when recall back...it was fast...a short period of time for all of us spent together...smile...joke...annoying...play...swim...eat...until today it's the end...you are not happy while leaving kuching...but think it in another way...if you are not leaving...you will not coming back again...so ones you leave you will be back again...i expect that you will leave with sweetie smile...but no...you are so sad and cant even smile at all...and don wanna eat your favorite laksa too...but at last you still finished it...not bad...grandma is waiting your smile...but you dint...maybe she was disappointed because she told me you are not smile at all....nevermind...as long as you have plenty trip in kuching and enjoying the trip...i expect you will smile from begging till the end of the trip...but no...out of my expectation and others...you told me you want come back...is ok...i know not now...is the other 3 year again...you said your family is here...we know you always alone with your parent in the other country...but nevermind...when you are back...all of us accompany you...you like kuching because got many cousin accompany you...everyone have to learn how to be strong...face everything that is happen...appreciate the time that we spent together and so on...wish to see you again and good luck!!!

24.7.09

2009-07-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

ben.ace.killian.joseph and george
ben.ace.joseph and george
ace n joseph
x-man(joseph n ben)

tis is only the photo i have...others at ben thr...today fri...afternoon 2pm to 4pm we playing badminton at arena...than we went to ben house bath...after that waiting ben come home from school...then chan chan come and meet with us...then we having our dineer at tarrot......then sis sin come n meet with us...after dinner...go hock lee...buy nothing...lols...then movie...after that lok lok....then on the way back to ben house....here the photo i have...
3 boy sit at the back of hilux but no police...because is 11.30pm...lols...luckily on the way no rain...xp~~unluckily is tiffiny fly back to melbourne already...if not...we all can hang out...lols...by the way...joseph is from HK...lols...ben...ur turn upload~~...xp...exam coming soon...4th n 5th of aug...gampateh for all my cutie friends....xp...n myself...nite~~ (^.~)

ERMM!!!

2009-07-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

I'm a new soul, i came to this strange world, hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take. But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear, finding myself making every possible mistake. I'm a young soul, in this very strange world, hoping I could learn a bit about what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate, finding trust and love is not always easy to make, this is a happy end, cause you don't understand, everything you have done.
Why's everything so wrong?
This is a happy end, come and give me your hand. I'll take you far away. But since I came here,
felt the joy and the fear,finding myself making every possible mistake.

How long will I be waiting, to be with you, gonna tell you that I love you, in the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, you're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you're right here by my side. I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, more and more, I start to realize, i can reach my tomorrow, i can hold my head high, and it's all because you're by my side.

Shadows fill an empty heart, as love is fading, from all the things that we are but are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky and open up to the ways you made me feel alive, the ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, to make it through the night, the sun is breaking in your eyes. To start a new day. With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am always by your side.

Hmmm!

2009-06-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm!
its been a long time since i blog. xD
always is i take pic then my cousin blog....
lol
just got back my laptop after repair...
hard disk spoil then software got prob =(
cost a lot of $$$...
exam is coming....
studying like crazy...
hope i can do it....
hmmmm
I WANT GUITAR!!!!!!
its sooo cool la
hmmm
oh welll
playing badminton tomorrow with george and his friend
xD
thats all for now

............3E\............

i coming~~

2009-06-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

my headguard n glove....for bicycle de oh...nt motorbike....is rock bike~~

at scoops thr....
bring bicycle to jln kereta api den cycling to pending
500's car...jeep

during exam....nescafe thr....cox if dint hav coffee....i so sleepy....so wake up n drink den study....xp
wake up at 1am o 2am for studying till 7am den go exam....usually exam i will do like tat....
labor day at pending....xian n chan

chan n i
after movie we shock see each other den go drink at hijau
ben n his racket....brand is wilson
orange=bro....white=jeffery....yellow=george
yellow=george....red=jimmy....blue=niap sheng
ben
jeffery and me
ugly face=george
ben

cheese fish....yuck....i wil nt goin to elephant anymore!!!!!!! i feel vomit....i dint finish it.....
ben's grilled chicken chop....
mushroom soup....
chocolate.....tasteless.....i donno y....like drinking mineral water....
vanilla drink
george....xp

scoops....the owner of scoops....halo....miao miao....waiting us thr....see....boss

ours ice cream....chocolate.mocha.peanut....nt bad....

the price of two cup ice cream....RM24....

lols....since long time dint post....promise some of u i wil blog soon....nw i blog le....^^....ok le ma???....xp....enjoy oh~~~new sem start oledi....hehe....love it~~

28/5/09

2009-05-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

today....cycling....just now drove to jalan kereta api....car put at my friend wife house....about 7.10 started ride to PEDING PETROL STATION met....go through 2mile,king centre,spring....all hav 28 road bike....then started to ride from there to pending factory there....on the way to there ,go through sarawak golf club, stadium, and dont know where( cox i dont know where it is and just ride), then ride back to satok and drank....i one go drank 3 tin 100plus....but free....my friend say pay for me....thanks....(^.~)....then ride back to jalan kereta api and separated the bicycle into two and put into the car....if not....cannot in....because i used pajero....total of the kilometer that i have ride was 37.7KM....most slow is me....hair most long is me....drank more can of 100plus is me....most young is me....but i stil can finished the ride....amazing....that was great....my 1st time ride that long distance....i dont think my friends can do it....because it was very tough....after finished the ride....my leg felt nothing....because i always jogging,badminton and so on....but stil very tired....my friend told me i will have a nice sleep tonight....^^....i go to sleep lu....night all~~~

=(

2009-05-18T03:25:00.000-07:00

ARGH....
didnt blog for a long time....
was busy preparing for teachers day and others....
oh wells...
my NOKIA 5800 XPRESS music phone is spoiled....
=(
chao...
the stupid screen something wrong and it cost about RM200 plus to fix....
CHAO.....
>.<
DoNT LIKE NOKIA LIAO....
cHaO......
oh wells....
using back to SE Z530i....
hmmmm
=)
oh wells gtg eat dinner already...
bye.....

.......|3E|\|............

ba po

2009-05-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

if dare gossip in front of me la....if dare open and aboveboard,
celebrities will not stab in the back of people....u gurl are not
celebrities....no wonder like to gossip people....incapable....incapacious....
useless....coward....idiot....inferior...crooked....obscene....
despicable....degrading....stupid....dull....foolish....cumbersome....
awkward....unwieldy....not promising....shameless....brazen....
impudent....hopeless....ignorant
....insignificant....look down for u gurl forever....don wan go out
with u gurl forever anymore....i'm very merciless....dont need u
gurl compensated....i will tooth to tooth....i have no right to stop
u gurl....but u gurl don feel gossip people is no manner, no education....qualms....unjustfiable....rudeness....uncivil....silly...
.be deliberately provocative....sentimental....gossip will let
people incisive....disappointed and crumbel with this kind
of friend....if u gurl wan incitement my attention....i think
dispense with it....if u gurl say no friend...i more happy wif it....
directly go celebrate....clap hand....continue friendship with this
kind of people....my life will suck....better incise our friendship
....btw....i still gt many friend....xp....i wonder is....some they
treat me like child....my food not come yet....they will ask....
where is his XXX food....where is his XXX drink....woo....at tat
moment....i feel not bad le u guys....even we not really know
each others....they are my bro friend....swt....cox sometimes
having lunch with them....if u gurl are celebrities....gossip in
front me lo....if not....better keep ur mouth shut....o be
coward forever....if can....incise our friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ScHoOl!

2009-05-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

woooo...
i m online in school....
brought laptop to school.....
time to work liao......
blog nex time...
xD

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JuSt bAcK FrOm kK!

2009-05-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

I just came back from Kota Kinabalu, SABAH.....
went there for 4 days and 3 nights....
its an educational trip....
haha....
saw some cool things there and enjoyed myself....
will post some photo soon when i m less tired....
sorry for not bloggin for so long because i was too busy and lazy on the laptop....
thats all for now...
xD

........|3E|\|.............

bAdMiNtOn!!!!

2009-04-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm
its seems that i havent posted for quite awhile n george asked me to post
so yeah
its after exam!!!
today i went to play badminton with george n two of his fren...
i took some pic which i think is quite cool
xD

Cool....

hmmmm nice....

i love that logo...

HILUX TOYOTA D-4D

Got TURBO so u better watch out!!!

Hmmm...i hav no idea what is that xD

TOYOTA!!!!!

BEWARE OF THIS BIG CAR ON THE ROAD!!!!

I like the interior =)

Owner of this car...George Chai

ME!!! =D

George Chai N Ben Chai after badminton!!

In short...

I LOVE 4WD

xD

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On when we have never loved

2009-03-31T20:37:00.001-07:00

No talent of my love well love hurts
From the passers-by to stay out of you like a question but
Let the feeling slowly cooling
Unbridled soul you want to run there
I like to stay out of passers-by can not say
My heart has been missing temperature
This situation the loss of infinite thoughts only possible disruption
You become better familiar with the cooling night love is no longer complete
On when we have never loved
When there is no one on our mistake
They do not care about their commitment to recovery
Freedom from the future, love it
May be a free hand to meet future
Friends also as regards
The quality of my memories are all locked up
I love to see the true features to be freed

xD jUsT WaN tO SaY sMtH

2009-03-30T02:30:00.000-07:00

hey....
i jus wan to say happy birthday to my bestfren.......
MOHD FIRDAUS HIRMAN RITOM or aka MOHOL
xD
happy 16th birthday dude
frens forever...
xD

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FiRsT bLoG In mY LiFe

2009-03-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

George & |3E|\|

Hello....
u all noe who m i rite????
for those who donno...
i m ben...
and george is my cousin....
this is the first blog dat i ever rite in my life....
wanted to blog few days ago but was bz wif sch work, tution and others....
my sch exam comin soon so i wont b bloggin much i guess....
erm....
i tink dats all for now...
xD
hehe

........|3E|\|.........

Tis is my 3rd blog

2009-03-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

i'm george... i gt two blog b4,one is write my feeling then scold by a gal...i directly delete...two is i write abt my feeling n the things tat happen on me, den suddenly gt mad on tis monday 23.3.09.morning...i mad n deleted it.thk back nw feel a bit down y i so emo n deleted it?..bt it past oledi.so today 24.3.09.my cousin n i create a new blog.the title is...BADBOY... we thk a long time jus thk of tis charming title...XD...tis blog i jus tel few person cox i donno y...mayb emo again?...XP...1st blog i do it nt reli nice...2nd i do it very nice...3rd i hope tat i can make it better n nicer than 2nd blog...so come come come n support BEN & GEORGE...XP...thx for all visitor n the comment.

21.3.09

2009-03-24T05:13:00.001-07:00

Ben eating pie beef~~

tis was GEORGE. he was eating beef pie

location:starbuck n memory n cinema
date:21.2.09
time:evening
transport:car
type of car:pajero
name of ppl: Ben,George